So I read Dakota's blog. really shouldn't have. Cuz now I'm more depressed then ever. I think I might be done trying to pretend that everything can work out between us. I guess I just back off a bit and see if she ends up coming back again. And if not...I'd rather not think about that.
There's always another guy, always. Always, and I'm starting to feel like she just uses me to make herself feel loved when she is in between her real life guys. That's a pretty crappy feeling. I'm not sure what to do anymore, it seems like everytime something is going good someone comes along and FUCKS EVERYTHING THING UP. And I'm getting sick of it, I really am. I just want her love to myself...is that to much to ask?
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